CNY

i used to love CNY...

the buying of new year goodies... the queuing for bak kwa... the shopping for new clothes... new shoes... new PJs for the gals... new bed linen for all... decorating the house for the mood... folding new crisp bank notes and slotting them into red packets... visiting friends... reunion dinners... yusheng...

oh... the list would go on...

but this year... i am so not looking forward to it... not when i am here with my gals only... but without my hubby... and house...

have not bought a single item for CNY... no new clothes... no bed to change new bed linen... dun even feel like buying new clothes... but think will still get the gals something new for the new year...

cannot imagine visiting hubby's relatives without him... and probably answering the same few questions form them... over and over again... or probably jus sitting there and get mouldy... or worse... they'll try their very best to make me comfortable... by being overly nice and trying to accommodate me... making me even more uncomfortable...

oh wells... but with the CNY coming to pass... it'll jus only means that we have a month more to go... and then... JAPAN..! =)